No Greater Joy

No Greater Joy

Monday, October 15, 2012

Some Days I Just...

Want to give up. I want to throw in the towel and quit fighting because it hurts too much.

Make myself get out of bed. I am safe as long as I'm under the covers, right?

Live life to the fullest. I enjoy every moment and do things I really enjoy!

Cry. Some days are just like that.

Spend the day at home. I enjoy my family and my safe haven.

Hang out with a friend. I value my relationships with others.

Go on a date with my husband. My marriage is important and my husband deserves some undivided attention from me.

Clean the house in a way that no one notices. When I clean out containers or change clothes by seasons it always makes a bigger mess! :P

Grieve my losses. Sometimes I take the time to remember those I've lost and how I'll never be the same again because I don't have them here anymore.

Imagine the future. What will my girls do when they grow up? Where will we live?

Obsess over problems. I'm terrible at dieting. I'm too emotional. I'm just too tired.

Go shopping. You know, it's like therapy, but I usually end up buying stuff for my girls more than myself.

Watch movies or read books. It's fun to imagine a different kind of world and use my imagination.

Write. For years I've pondered the idea of writing a book to be published, but I don't know where I'd start. I also have several things I'd write about so I don't know what I'd pick either.

Pray. Some of my best moments come from talking to my Heavenly Father. He is the only one who hears my heart and knows my intentions.